so i'm finally going to update this thing.

Everything is going ok. Just "ok". Homecoming was really awkward for me. I should have kept my promise to my friend and not gone with this one guy. Cause now i kinda regret saying yes to him. oh and All you pple who know him, don't say anything. anyways, being hurt really sucks. I want to get in the pool and play some polo but i can't cause i hurt my shoulder. The pool is like my sanctuary. When i play polo i believe in myself and think everything is ok and it helps keep my mind off my real problems. so i really need to start playing again. cuz right now i have a lot of things going through my head. i'm kinda scared i won't be elligible. actually i think i'll be elligible but i won't have a 3.0 which i need in order to get my license.

ok well i'm gonna stop rantin and go do some homework.

Bye

hey jenn its alex just wanted to say "hi!!" and that i miss you sooo much and i added me to your subsriptions my new xanga is: i_neverxmentxtoxbe_em0....

<333 ya LOTS:   ALEX

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died from suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Manners:
Family:

WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?:
Lie to make me feel better?:
Spread rumors about me?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Loan me some cash?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

Just as I thought everything was going well there became a sudden twist in the road that led right back down hill. I hate it when someone thinks they know me but they really don't. Cuz in fact, know one truly knows me besides Kayla. So people please stop pretending like u do......

somthing has changed within me

somthing is not the same

I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game

to late for second guessing

to late to go back to sleep

It's time to trust my instints close my eyes and leap 

It's time to try defying gravity

I think ill try defying gravity and you can't pull me down

I'm through excepting limits, cause someone says the're so

some things I can not change put till I try ill never know 

kiss me goobye, I'm defying gravity

and you can't pull me down...............

and if I'm flying solo at least im flying free!!!!!!!!!

-WICKED